Well, another weekend came and went with no real accomplishments crossed off my list - only lots of time away from home doing other things and avoiding the list all together. I'm quickly running out of time before the holidays and before the baby to really knock some big items out.
I've been really down the last couple days. I'm not too sure why - hormones, I guess. But while thinking about anything and everything I could manage, I realize I lied to you guys. I'll correct that now.
I said that Scott and I could better focus our money and energy on baby stuff instead of worrying about marriage right now. But you know what? I want to get married. I want to be his wife. But because I'm the girl, I've got to wait until he decides something and buys a ring and bla bla bla. I mean - I know I don't HAVE to, but, it's what I will do.
Now don't get me wrong - I don't think buying a ring and paying for any kind of ceremony or reception is practical. But I'm a woman. A pregnant woman. And pregnant women have never been accused of being practical.
Anyway, I'm at work and can't type long but really wanted to clear the air on that subject. There's a lot more to it - like my stubborn nature NOT wanting to get married before the baby arrives just to spite some conservative family members, and so on and so forth. Maybe I'll come back to this again next time I'm stumped for what to write. For now, I apologize for the mood and the lackluster writing today. Maybe tomorrow will be better!
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